Brandi (youphoric) wrote,

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Drama induced psychosis

Is it normal to be afraid that everything is going too well? Usually, if my life is even semi-calm, I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. At times when I had everything together and should have been feeling perfectly content with life, I find myself feeling an awful fear of trouble.

As I get older, I've been trying not to be so paranoid. I think I'm turning into my mother. BLAH! I'm very impatient and I bore easily, so I'm always looking for excitement or a challenge. Does that mean I won't ever settle for boring? I hope not, because boring = sane.

Oh well, I guess I am who I am for a reason. One day, I'll understand it.

Anyway, I've been writing like mad, and I wrote the BOMB poem to be performed at Cream sometime in March. I already have the poem or two I will perform next Saturday. In the meantime, I am going to Second City tomorrow. Tomorrow I have volunteer(maybe), mtg, party #1, visitin loveprincess524, dinner, Second City. I have no idea how I'm going to pull all of this off, but it will be fun trying.
Tags: poetry, reflections
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