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My very first entry

Whatsupper LJ world! 'Tis my very first entry after years of lurking on my friends' LJ. I'm at the job right now wishing so desperately I wasn't. Why, you ask? Because it's work. Besides, this past weekend has left me with a lot on my mind. I made a nice pair of choices and they both could backfire on me any minute.

What do you do when you have feelings for someone, yet you know it's wrong? I haven't admitted to him how I feel, but I don't think I should. Perhaps it will cause more drama, so for now I will keep my feelings to myself. I just don't know how much longer I can hold it in...

In other news, I got into major trouble at the jobstead last week. I'm lucky to HAVE a job today, because that's what kind of backlash fell upon my head. I am one blessed young lady.

Grad school is tougher than I imagined and yet easier than I imagined. It's the weirdest paradox.

Well, I supposed that's it for my very first entry. I'll try to write often and I probably will. Let's face it. Work sucks sometimes.


WELCOME!!!! :)
Sounds like you've had a rough few days...*hug*
As for the feelings, well, will it get you or someone into trouble? Are they reciprocated. Sometimes the risk is worth it, but sometimes, as much as it sucks, it's better to just smile and pretend that everything's the same.


It would get me in big trouble. BIG trouble. So, as much as it sucks, I've got to pretend nothing's there.


ok, you can't give us hints about problems and then not expand on them, so give. I'm not the one to tell you not to share your feelings with the object of your desire but be aware of the emotional repurcussions when they are stupid and they will be.

Re: ok

I'll fill you in on Thursday. I purposely didn't go into more detail because said person would easily figure out it was about him.

Besides, what's the point of LJ if not for leaving an enigmatic post or two :)

Re: ok

Ok, I suppose.

Re: ok

'Tis true, Lefou. 'Tis true.

I know it's not the exact quote, but I like it better this way :)

well it's about damn time!!;-)

hehe--glad you finally joined us! and who's the guy??? you can't keep these things from me!!

i'll call you back tomorrow night and we can chat about it. talk to you soon:-) *hugs*

Hehe :)

I'll fill you in when you call :)

Re: Hehe :)

yay!! can't wait:-)